new here.....help!!!

[TopGun]

Kimmie, you are welcome.  That is why we are here, to help each other out of this crud.  Take it one minute, one hour, or one day at a time.  Time will heal, and the Bible says "there is a time for everything".  It is a time for you, me, and everyone on here, to find our identity, hopefully, through Christ, and find out what the purpose for this adversity that we are facing is all about.  God Bless, TG

[kimmie678]

Thanks Annaka.  I do have to constantly remind myself that "this too shall pass."  Damn it's hard though.  I try to keep remembering the bad stuff, not to be angry or resentful, just to try and not miss him so much despite all the crud.  I miss my life, I miss what I had, not when things were crappy, it's just that sometimes I miss everything and I lose sight of the bad things.  I gave up so much for that man, settled for his behavior, adjusted my lifestyle, and I never even knew I was doing it.  He was a jerk to our daughter most of the time, and I constantly made excuses for him.  There are times when I'm so excited to see what the future holds, but then there are times I just want to sit alone in a room and just cry. Today is one of those days.